eytang8@yahoo.com So, have you silenced all the people you need to?
westcalxvandy indeed
eytang8@yahoo.com How's it feel?
westcalxvandy better
westcalxvandy I'm kinda paranoid that I have insomnia though
eytang8@yahoo.com What's wrong with a lil insomnia?
eytang8@yahoo.com Why're you paranoid about it?
westcalxvandy because I smile when I think about it
westcalxvandy ever since I stayed up the whole night through reading the time traveler's wife
westcalxvandy my sleep is restless and I'm periodically waking up at 4:00 A.M. for no more than 10 seconds, enough time to yell "What the fuck it's 4:00 in the morning?", slam my head into my pillow and pass the hell out.
eytang8@yahoo.com Fix your sleep cycles
westcalxvandy it's not the cycle...
westcalxvandy I'm going to bed and waking up the same time
westcalxvandy I'm just not sleeping correctly
westcalxvandy it's insomnia where I don't actually get rest while I sleep... I wake up with all my sheets and pillows on the floor, and half of my mattress softener hanging off the bed.
eytang8@yahoo.com Maybe you need to go for a run or something before bed
westcalxvandy maybe
westcalxvandy be back later
westcalxvandy how's life?
eytang8@yahoo.com It's alright
eytang8@yahoo.com Still disappointing
westcalxvandy yeah get used to that
eytang8@yahoo.com Sowly am
westcalxvandy "One of the keys to happiness is a bad memory"
westcalxvandy I almost take comfort in the fact that life is depressing.
westcalxvandy at least there're good books, cake, my music, sex, alternative rock, and
westcalxvandy well a couple other things
eytang8@yahoo.com Lows make the highs higher...
westcalxvandy can't have light without dark
westcalxvandy and who says the dark is so bad anyways
westcalxvandy Happiness is other people, sadly.
eytang8@yahoo.com Sadness is also other people
westcalxvandy exactly my point
westcalxvandy We put such a fragile thing like our happiness in the hands of other people
westcalxvandy what a horrible place to put it; you might as well set a glass vase on a skateboarding ramp
eytang8@yahoo.com Maybe that's exactly why it's so precious
westcalxvandy maybe
westcalxvandy but we can always get another vase
westcalxvandy blast I gotta go back to me mum's
eytang8@yahoo.com awright
westcalxvandy be back again later...
eytang8@yahoo.com <3
westcalxvandy <3 yeh